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2012-01-01T18:10:00.000-08:00

2012! im finally gonna be 18!

New Year Resolutions

lose fats/weight
grow taller
be a better person
learn to give in
slow in anger + more patient
be a better photographer
work hard n do well for As
better r/s w God

2011-12-31T18:03:00.000-08:00

This year I've,

collected and cried over my O level results
went into IJC or u can say mini reunion w pri schmates
join a sucky CCA
help up w/ church members wedding
finally 17
took my grade 5 exam
took A lvl MT and PW
cried over whether to drop out of JC or not
went SL w the girls

Yup thats most of it, goodbye 2011

2011-12-24T09:22:00.001-08:00

Merry xmas everybody :)

2011-12-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

Thank God for male models :)

Yes, started my holidays. m constantly lazing around. NEED TO START STUDYING, holiday homework is crazy, NO JOKE. Got lotsa stuff to catch up, revise. Plus, need to do prep work for HK econs trip. can't wait for it!!! But the sad thing is that i cant get to bunk with Suan.

OH wells,

Yesterday was pretty good. Meet A and XE to have dinner>arcade. Now, my arms feel as if they dont belong to me. Used the 184 e-tickets to get ourselves drinks + snacks. Had impromptu steamboat. Awesome. Awesome.

Holidays are starting pretty well. Just gotta put more time into studying.

Cant w8 for the malaysia trip with the girls :)

2011-11-17T07:20:00.001-08:00

As you travel life's weary road,
let Jesus lift your heavy load.

AMEN

2011-11-13T09:03:00.000-08:00

W.H.A.T I.S L.O.V.E

2011-10-27T08:59:00.000-07:00

i always question myself if i am a good example of christ, a good christian, a good example.
but i guess not....

today's quiet time spoke to me.
Leviticus 18:11-19

I shall make it a point to not gossip! :)

2011-10-15T09:51:00.001-07:00

I thank God that people believe in me.

but i think it has turn into a kind a burden for me, like i have to live up to expectations.

its just so hard that i dont think i can do it anymore.

I dont wanna live a life full of expectations,

but i cant.

2011-10-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

Having a Coke with You

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles

and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them

I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully
as the horse

it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it

Frank O’Hara

2011-10-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

Just leave!

No you cant

Why not?

Because you cant just give up like that

Im not giving up

Then?

I'm just choosing whats best in my life

Is it? or are you just choosing the easy way out?

I dont know...

you sure you know whats best for yourself?

i dont know i just want to leave

you're disappointing your loved ones

no, im not. they are supportive of my decision

you're giving up, you wasted so much money this year why cant you continue on

i dont trust my own ability

trust God

Im trying, i think he's asking me to leave

How do you know? maybe he wants you to try for another year

2011-10-14T09:17:00.000-07:00

I've always been living up to expectations, my expectations.

I was so blinded by my own expectations that I have never really knew what I want.

So blinded that all i see is a blur now.

I dont know where to go, how to go.

Time is ticking away and I'm still at the same spot,

when can i set off?

2011-10-01T10:53:00.000-07:00

I always believe everything happens for a reason.

Well, God made it happen for a reason.

God brought me to Innova, as much as i dont like the school and i hate going to school, i love my friends. Friends that make school much better and easier.

God is good.

Thank You Lord :)

2011-10-01T05:07:00.000-07:00

wassup

m here to share a song.

and do check out this awesome photographer JingSuan showed me,

TOMMY GA-KEN WAN :)

2011-06-10T20:50:00.000-07:00

Bonjour

its been long since i've come to this site.

been busy with JC and yes,it kinda suck.

been gg for rehearsals at NP.Concert is coming up in 4 weeks>.<

I love it when I get to play in the orchestra.thats the reason why i keep trying even though I cant play well. I CANT GIVE UP. I NEED TO BE GOOD AT SOMETHING.

was watching some basketball clips till 3am this morning.woke up at 9,suuuuper sleepy now

shall take a nap before meeting mah fwenz.

2011-03-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

2011-03-04T22:06:00.000-08:00

2011-02-03T08:57:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we try so hard to fit in that we forget our trueself.we try so hard that we are unconsciously turn away from our trueself.
Sometimes we even question our existence.we ask ourselves what are we doing on this world why are we here but still,we cant seem to find an answer.
Sometimes,even though we know that people love us,well at least they said that they do,we ask ourselves if we're worthy of it.

In these times,we're sunk into these thoughts of negativity that would most probably stay on for the rest of our lives,occupying a small little part of our brains.

2011-01-14T10:09:00.000-08:00

Beyond the rain,there's sunshine.
- Karen Kingsbury novel Just Beyond the Clouds

Life's a climb but the view is great.
- Hannah montana movie

2011-01-05T00:11:00.000-08:00

today my parents asked me if i was scared/nervous/afraid of 10jan,results day and it kinda reminded me of the day of PSLE results.I cried like a little baby when i found out i got 198. And the scene is kinda haunting me right now. Will I do well? Will i get what I deserve? sometimes you dont get what you want,maybe even what you deserve...

2010-12-31T09:41:00.000-08:00

1) JS style
2) hermosa
3) soloist

any more names that i can call my photo blog?
if not,vote for one....

2010-12-30T22:51:00.000-08:00

Spent the last few hours of 2010 in church.
and now,its already 2011.
I gotta say,I'm already missing 2010. but yea,i'm meeting a whole lotsa good and new friends this year! And i really hope,my r/s with God will be closer!

With that said,I am gonna sleep early.
Tomorrow would be a fruitful day with Gareth and maybe syaz,RD.

toodles!!!

2010-12-28T20:33:00.000-08:00

These are the courses that I'll put into my choice if I have decided to go polytechnic, of course without order :

Diploma in Business Studies (NP)
Diploma in Film,Sound & Video ( NP)
Diploma in Child Psychology & Early Education ( NP)
Diploma in Psychology Studies ( TP)
Diploma in Creative Writing for TV and New Media (SP)

As for Junior Colleges,

Anglo-Chinese Junior College
National Junior College
Nanyang Junior College
Anderson Junior College
Innova Junior College
Catholic Junior College/Pioneer Junior College/JurongJC

But now,i'm still stuck in between both Poly and JC.....its killing me!!!:(

2010-12-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

I realised how much i am into romantic movies,well,only the ones with sad endings.A few examples would be Dear John,A Walk to Remember,Tristan and Isolde,Becoming Jane etc.These movies somehow show what love in reality is.You might not be able to be with someone you love and that is not because he/she doesnt love you,it is because of one's duty .But the best thing in these movies is that they had once truly loved each other and seeing how it is so hard to let go,makes it more real.

Ok,before anyone starts getting gloomy,merry christmas! :)

2010-12-24T07:50:00.000-08:00

All girls want to be pretty.
But some just cant.For example,me.
Hold up hold up,before you start saying i'm emo and all,I just want to say I know that I'm pretty in my parent's eyes and God's eyes.but to many people out there,I'm just an ordinary looking girl.I'm not complaining and its not like i wanna look pretty NOW.

I just realised how much a girl would do to make herself look pretty.
Spend lotsa money on clothes,make-up,hair and facial.but is it worth it?

IS IT?

2010-12-22T07:59:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow would be my first photoshoot job.I wouldnt say its official cause its my mother's friend and i might not be paid to do this.But i'm glad i'm given this opportunity! Aftr that,i'll be meeting wanyu and chengyan to get some stuff.cant believe christmas is here....cant w8 for 2011:)

toodles!

2010-12-18T08:05:00.000-08:00

Favourite picture of the week :

2010-12-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

I remembered how we sticked to each other.
how we protect each other and hold onto each other's hand when we went for field trips.
it seems so natural to us,that when we were told to line up,we would always end up together,as partners.but we were so young,so innocent and naive to know anything but just wanting to be together.How i wish life could be like that.Sometimes,we just have to care about what others think about you.

Sometimes,you just can't make decisions,the world does it for you.

2010-12-17T09:26:00.000-08:00

Love stories and romantic movies makes me wanna fall in love.Falling in and out of love doesnt seem to be a bad thing at all.

But the weirdest thing is that ...i think i dont know how to love someone yet.i mean like other than loving my parents,relatives etc.Loving someone is not an easy thing,not to mention trusting.However,Love is beautiful.I love to be love and to love.

P/S: I realised that America romantic movies always have kissing scenes but not jap,korea ortaiwan's

2010-12-14T05:38:00.001-08:00

I was thinking to myself ,if i was born in America or even Japan,would I be a totally different person? would i be like american girls losing their first kiss when their 12 or 14? Removing hair on their arms,legs and what not?Or would I be dress in short mini skirts and socks that is up till my knee and made my hair curly?

but because of who I am,a girl in Singapore,

I look like a nerd
I am quite short
I am not pretty
I got no distinct features - small eyes,no nose bridge
I have yet to have a boyfriend
I am still a virgin ( m proud of that)
I have yet to have my first kiss

I think I should call myself the girl from the well!

2010-12-11T09:09:00.000-08:00

Life's a climb,but the view is great.

I guess it doesnt work for me anymore.
but i have to say.

I.LOVE.LIFE

2010-12-10T12:01:00.000-08:00

Stoicism is knocking on my door again.
oh well,

2010-12-10T09:18:00.000-08:00

y'know, I've always love to write down stuff about things.things about myself,people and life.but sometimes it pisses me off very much to know that i lack that ability to do it.Well,because of my vocabulary,weak with english language. but i guess nobody reads this anymore so i'll just type away freely!

2010-11-11T21:25:00.000-08:00

Hey there.

I bet nobody would be reading this...but i would like to say,IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY Os.
After months of hard work(i guess) i am finally done.A lsn learnt : not to discuss any answers aftr paper. EVERYONE is doing that! I mean like its over alre,why bother???!!!

So,here am I celebrating the end of Os while my poor combined sci friends and pure bio are studying.Awwwwww! Haha. AND YES! I cant wait for my taiwan trip.I've always love travelling,going to new countries,trying new stuff.It thrills me.so..i'll be going there for 5 days with my mom - shopping eating and hope to see some celeb! HAHAHAH

TILL THEN,
BYE

2010-09-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

i didnt know all these while that my presence was so insignificant.
this is so screwed up.

on a side note, i found a picture...

ha,it reminded me of how i lost my fav watch,first real shoot with my sony cam and of course,how the f word slipped out of my mouth.but anyways,that's LM and hi LM,all the best for your Ns!Study hard!

till then,
toodles.

2010-09-08T09:41:00.000-07:00

Life's Good.
God is Good.

but...
I'm sad.

but...
we'll just let God handle it.

2010-08-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Phew,i nearly forgot my password and username in.so its 11pm and I'm using my phone to blog.Os are coming in 2months and Prelims is in a weeks time.i am not ready at all....I just can't wait for Os to be over and enjoy my holidays with work and overseas trip!!:) 8 points! 7A1s! Song boh! HA

2010-07-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Bro,love you always :)

2010-06-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

Even before the rain,a rainbow might just come your way:)

So,wassup guys? HA.

O levels are coming in 4 months time and I'm not studying rlly diligently,just doing some slow work.Pacing mah! I am really excited to for Os,can't believe that I'm alre 16 yet still quite immature and childish in dealing problems.My birthday is coming soon i guess?And I have convinced my family into watching a Korean Dance Musical coming this july,Sachoom.Getting the tixs tomorrow and i srsly can't wait.

I thank God for everything that's happening to me,for good or for worst:)

2010-04-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

HI LOW
I'm suppose to be sleeping now but I thought it'd be good if I blog about how fruitful this whole weekend is.First,i'd like to say its not because this week is good friday nor easter week,but its because God made things happened around me so smoothly and wonderfully.Some things happened which made me real happy,and I know its from God.Singing and worshipping him in church + car made me feel really good. The thought that all tests are coming up really kills but he made it all better. Thank you God

2010-03-06T08:37:00.000-08:00

I'm staring at this blank page for 15mins.
I have pressed the backspace button for more than 30 times.
I hate how I can't express myself.
I hate how I am with words.

Time to shut up,shut down and shut it close.

2010-02-03T05:11:00.000-08:00

Every single day of your life,someone out there would be mocking you,telling you just how bad you are.

2010-01-10T06:36:00.000-08:00

All the best for tomorrow.

love you always:)

2010-01-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

GetSmart Camp was awesome!

And its already 2010.2009 was great not forgetting the first turning point of my life at 2008.I would like to thank everyone for making every single day of 2009,my friends+familys+strangers+T.Ls.A stepping-a-lil-bit-out-of-my-comfort-zone day.My period came and usually when it comes,I'll lie down on my bed the whole day due to uhm..pain.But I bathe,changed and got down to sch for SC meeting.And amen,no pain at all.Plus I get to feel the whole getsmart camp atmosphere again.(AWwwww!)n afterwhich i went to collect my edusave scholarship...it was freaking 400$! yay!!sleep through the aftrnoon n got myself into a weird dream(YS,K,YF + avatar n l4d2's background).

Happenings + resolutions :

# Every hot topic : O levels. M hoping to get 8 points so I can choose to go either to a JC

psychology course in poly.(just imagine if i get into raffles JC,coolios!)

# God : Draw closer to God by praying n worshipping him daily.not forgetting to share the

gospel w my friends.I rlly hope that all of my friends get to know God.

# I am joining the scriptural foundation class and im gonna be baptising this year! :)

# Loved ones : To spend quality time w my family n friends.I think I've not been a good friend

in so many ways.So ya.

# DIY a photo album

# Improve my photography skills

# To lose prolly 5 more kgs and attain the height of 165cm

# To be slow in anger and think carefully before I do something.

# My week will be damn tight having tuition on tues night + guitar lessons on fri night + PnV on

saturday morning.

And i forgotten the rest of them.

2009-12-26T06:36:00.001-08:00

So if you have been following me on twitter,I got a new camera nikon D90.still very new to it.bought a guide book to learn n hope to find a real person to teach me all these stuff.m going to bintan w my school tmrw.hope i wouldn't get too hope sick n cry to bed.i wish sch could start a wee bit later so that i could make full use of my camera.Gotta make a point to use my camera at least twice a month.I can't take human potraits!!!!! :( so do check out my behance acc gonna start uploading more photos there.
SO THATS ALL YALL.

GOOD NIGHTS N MERRY XMAS.
p/s : i wanna watch sherlock holmes n chipmunks 2.

2009-12-18T07:45:00.000-08:00

It is never too late to turn your life around.I believe the world is ending,God is coming.I know where I'm going,I just dont know how long I have to wait to go to that place,called heaven.I hope,wish,want to see everyone I know there.Its easy,you can go there too.Just take one step forward,give your life to God.Believe him,that's all you need to do.I trust him,do you?

LNR

2009-12-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

All thanks to the labrador nature reserve,i lost my new $10 watch.it was my favourite!!!i miss it so much,nevertheless,i'm not gonna buy it again.that would only mean spending 20$ for the same old watch but...i rlly liked it!! ok i must move on...

A big 10q to LM for accompanying me there.

OK I RLLY MISS MY WATCH! >.

thank God LM took a pic of me with the watch.

2009-12-08T06:55:00.000-08:00

i typed a whole long paragraph of some emotional bullshit and i deleted it cause its just not me to do that.the whole summary of that passage is that im a little embarrassed to post up the pichas i took cause it looks lousy and so ...idk how to describe but i would upload some day(very soon!i can sense my courage comin!)

SO...to cut the whole post short.

I can't believe I'm 16 next year which means I can go ZOUK,MOS all that bullshit n say hello to NC16 movies!!!
I've got my navy blue vans shoes + uniqlo hoodie9.90$ + unique long-sleeved shirt 39.90$ yesterday.Plus i decided what to wear for CNY alre.
I want to plan an event for my friends,but that would be too troublesome.
Yet to complete my assignments + self-study.so much for being hardworking~
Got a letter few days back saying on 27dec i need to go FSS to collect money since im in top10%.cant go down but i'll still get it.YAYY!!!!! :D
I miss my ol thick hair.Promise myself i wouldn't cut it till next year>.
last week i had the weirdest dream in my life : i dreamt that i had a guinea pig-dog.yes,n b'cus i neglected it,it spoke to me in mandrin saying"WO YOU TE YI GONG NENG" which means i have special powers.weird weird WEIRD.
as you can see,i started using twitter acc n its quite addictive.
m rushing through 2 books now : Dear John n the Alchemist.gr8 books.

R U CELEBRATING X'MAS?

btw,i'm planning to go down to Chinatown,Museums,Parks even Changi airport to take photos.Anyone interested in photography? :)

2009-12-06T22:43:00.000-08:00

every picture that i take, looks the same.every picture that i edit, turns out the same.should i start giving up?

l4d2 all the way.srsly,pc bunk computers sux.ystd went to boat quay,merlion city,esplanade to take photos.next up would be the museum i guess.Had macs for supper n went home and ate biscuits before i turn in.4more weeks left and sch is gonna reopen.Tuition on tue and i have yet to finish my work.I h8 the dog for always sniffing me!!!i can't wait for guitar lesson tho i play lousy.i can't wait to get my vans shoes from the shop that said shipping delayed.ok off to the library now!oh nooooo its raining:(

2009-11-29T08:28:00.000-08:00

First experience of L4D2 on Friday,definitely going back again.
V.good way to kill time and have fun.I hope i do not have the computer addict face cause everyone at PCbunk seem to have one.Had MAD JACK for dinner.On Saturday night mahjong all the way till 2am w/ bro n his friends.lost like crap.Tmrw is the first lesson for the sch hols electric guitar lesson.Yay!!!!i can't wait for tuition on tue but i hope the dog wouldn't bug me anymore.aftrwhich meeting up w/ primary school mates.CANT WAIT:)

New Moon

2009-11-20T04:42:00.000-08:00

Yours truly is back from her trip to KL.It wasn't really nice cuz i didn't get a chance to travel to the museum etc.Nevertheless,i bought alot of stuff for myself,so did my mum.Of course,we did bought some clothes for my dad n bro.And all these things we bought worth 1009RM..half of it was spent on my clothes.With 570+ RM,i got 8tops,one bottom n a pair of slippers.which means,with about 238SG$ i got 10 items.ZAI RIGHT.N for the first time i got something from ZARA,GAP& PullnBear.Cool not!!! I travelled on their shuttle bus + bus + 'MRT' n i almost quarelled w/ a malaysian lady n got my first haircut in malaysia.I must admit that malaysians are helpful...its just that their help aren't so useful.I can't speak malay and they can't rlly speak eng so yea.Thank God my mom can speak a lil bit of malay.I'm not rlly gonna type out the whole trip cuz no one's gonna read it.i just wanna say I LOVE BAKED SWEET POTATOS!!!!!!!

LUCAS TILL IS SO CUTE!!!!! TAYLOR LAUTNER IS CUTE TOO!!!!!
Edward cullen is NOT HOT OK.

2009-11-09T04:27:00.000-08:00

I'd outta town from 17-19november.I'll be going malaysia! Yay! Finally.Out of SG.It was really funny from how we changed out destination.From HK>Taiwan>Malaysia>Bangkok>Malaysia.All my mum's idea.Nonetheless,YAYs to me!!

Today was rlly...nvm.I woke up at 8,changed and went jogging.While walking home aftr my jog,my stomach started to hurt alot.I can barely walked.Matters became worst when i felt like shitting.So i crawl myself up and shit.Aftr shitting,i went to lie on the floor.Then again,I felt like shitting(no not diarrhea),& i felt like vomiting.But i know nothing is gna come out.I've not even had my breakfast! BOOS.Then,I used every bit of my energy left to the toilet to shit.So I sat on the toilet bowl and the vomiting sensation just had to come again.My stomach was really painful and i had no more energy to vomit out till i cried.Srsly.Require my abs muscle.Aftr which i lie down and starting shedding tearrs thinking why this would happen.I mean srsly its weird isnt it?

I'm looking for an event job for a day or two to just earn some cash.DSLR or HP next year?I've decided to study aftr my trip for 2 weeks(maybe1) and 2 weeks before bintan trip.can't wait for the bintan trip.get to bond with my classmates!!!LOLz.Though i love 2/3,i think 3/5 is nice.not as bad as i thought :) Thank you God for everything.

I want....Outings Ashley,LM,Xiaoen and co.

Food with CY / Jacky + LM.

PartyWorld w/ da girls.

Wait,i just realise,arent they the person?srsly,i think i should start making more friends.Too little friends to go out with...but blame my unsociable character.Damn jialat,when i leave CHR how?Btw,there's this zilian photo of me smiling with my teeth and i think it doesnt look like me at all cuz it looks damn girly.Plus the picz is blur(but then again,my eyes r closed)..i thought of posting it in FB to trick all the handsome angmoh boys to add me but nah...Honesty is the best policy! So here it goes:

2009-11-01T14:03:00.000-08:00

hi my toes are numb probably because of the aircon in church.im back home alone.my bro went down to study whilst my mum n dad went out to have lunch w/ their friends.so that leaves me home,alone,munching grapes for lunch.n most probably i'll get hungry again later and i'd have to stuff myself w/ wholemeal bread?everyone is busy i guess since no one asked me out.nevermimd,i shall be a good girl and study at home for 3/4 of my holidays.

everyone is probably laughing at how i looked in the sch magazine.unglam unglam for both pictures.mman,im always unglam in photos. ok its probably time for me to make my wholemeal bread.

2009-10-25T02:37:00.000-07:00

Tops VS Tees
Bermudas VS Pants
I have been spending my sat and sun unproductively.Using the computer all the way.suxs man.So...tomorrow is the first day of Os and on tuesday would be the first day of my SPA examinations.btw,I'll be changing my specs soon:) I have been damn zilian too,i guess it is because of Ashley.My face expression is priceless,i guess thats acceptable then.

I want to play the basketball.I want to pespire a lot so i could lose some fats and shed some weight.I want to go shopping so I wouldn't need to think so much on what to wear today,tomorrow and the day after.I want to go swim and sun tan.I want to be fit and thin so i can wear any kind of clothes.I want to go for a hair cut.I want a DSLR.I want a new mobile phone.

Photoshoot soon.Models anyone?

P/S : Bro all the best in your Os,be the top NA student k!:)

2009-10-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

papers are over,im just left w/ practicals..but who cares?i'm already in the holiday mood.
actually,we're(my family) planning to go on cruise but my bro's prom night spoilt half of it,while i spoilt half of it.so now,we're still deciding on where to go.I just dont wish to stay in SG.my intention is to go HK again,or maybe taiwan but unfortunately my bro hates taking the plane.

i'd be changing my specs soon,i want to change it to something different.any ideas?SG is rlly small,i have no ideas where to go.I stay at home for the whole,looking at the comp,strumming the guitar and reading the book.WOW.Aftr my last paper ystd,stayed back and played taboo with the guys.It was awesome and rlly fun!Then head down to S's house.watched 2 horror movies.I was starred in one of the movie.LOL! I want to go shopping,eat and play! im tired of my outfit though tees have been my favourite,they are very comfortable.Eating has always been my passion.Not long ago,i went to this korean restaurant and i had my serving of noodles + one bowl of rice + fish + chicken.Had some green tea and bought some korean sweet drink.Nicee.

I can't believe I'm sixteen next year..wait i should start to shop for my NY clothes,anyone?

Bro,work hard k! :) :) xoXo.

2009-09-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

Eng EOY paper tmr.
I want to do well for my english.

I have not been studying very hard,unlike my classmates.
Nonetheless,I have promise myself to study hard and not to disappoint the ones i love.
Work Hard!

2009-09-21T06:19:00.001-07:00

cousin will be staying over for one night and booo! i have to go home myself aftr school tmrw.
I have been studying diligently but...i can't remember things man.God pls!!!!I lose 1kg.lol.but still,my weight is around 55-56kg.Praise e Lord!exercise more!!!! Study double more!!!!

chiong chiong chiong ah!

With,By,In,To God.
I'll never forget this.

2009-09-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

Its as if i'm on a 100m dashing race and i am sprinting for the last 20m.

2009-09-14T05:51:00.000-07:00

me dreads school
wed-investiture
fri-performance(do support!no laughing pls!)
I would need to stay back after school tmrw,wed n thurs.
even after eating one bowl of rice(w/sotong,spinach,soup),cheese bun and char siew bun i am still hungry.VERY!!!
booooo:(

2009-09-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

my hair sux now.
look damn aunty and fatter w/ this hairstyle :(
boooooooo! but i know it'd grow.i shall wait.I would only cut my hair own tues! >.<

(edited)
facial was so painful.my skin is tearing and there's so many red dots on my face.My face is still as oily.anyways,got a LG monitor from today's IT fair at 188$.went to bishan to check ma's phone.Got 2 tees at FOX for 41$.thats all.

2009-09-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

i sux at blogging.
maybe i should stop blogging.
Jay left 2pm :(
facial n haircut tmr.tentative for IT fair.
bye people.

10q God:)

first day of the month

2009-09-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

Somehow,i lose 1kg.but i gurantee plus chop that i'll gain it back after seeing myself gulping down so much food.Monday i managed to skip my 'running competition' and i went for netball interhouse,done my team proud by scoring 1 ball at the same time i throw my face for being an ex-netball player.WOW.after school,went swimming w/ pa,swam about 12laps?had lunch which was apparently EYERR stuffed myself 2 two long popiah and 1 minjiangkueh.awesome.then,i managed to skip my dinner and had cheese bread for supper.

today studied bio>emath>amath>eng.
i rlly do hope i can remember every single thing i've learnt man.
there's school tmrw :(
P/S : the 1-week-hols are coming,which means EOY's coming
P/S/S/S : december hols coming = maybe going bintan/batam = maybe working
P/S/S/S/S : bro work very hard for O levels k!!!! :)

fancy restaurants

2009-08-29T04:31:00.000-07:00

LOSE WEIGHT.
man,i want to swim real badly.maybe on mond? plsss :(
so this week was okay.I managed to injured my thumb,then my knee.WOW
ran on thurs,vb on friday.promised myself to join a marathon at least once.but i'll see when but definitely not any sooner cause my stamina sux.even running 2.4km is hard enough for me.nyways,i managed to study today:)
chin project is killing me! i need to improve my eng !!!

God is wonderful.

its time to hit the books

2009-08-23T00:57:00.000-07:00

Time for nothing.
God is unfailing.he is worth of all praise
Busy busy busy.2 tests this week,aint very confident.
I need to improve and make time to study for EOY.

Esther philivy khoo,buck up.

2009-08-17T06:40:00.001-07:00

be strong ,perservere a little longer.
i will be with you forever:)

2009-08-09T09:35:00.000-07:00

my plan to sleep at 12am failed.
went ion again to have lunch>wisma to collect phone>bball w/ chengyan
we're bballing tomorrow again.feel so damn shiok.
ugh,i thought i could resist myself from those fattening fries but y'know shaker fries comes once a year doesnt it?so i guess its all worthwhile.i shall try shedding some weight by running more tmrw.

tue-chinese test
wed-geog test
thurs-SS
I have yet to start revising for EOY.the thought of having to squeeze all my bio notes into my brain kills.must start studying now before its too l8.PERSERVERE.

happy birthday SG:)

P/S : GI joe was gr8 but transformers2 was better
P/S/S : I can't believe Channing Tatum's married!
P/S/S/S : I am going to watch UP

2009-08-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

i didn't expect SE's phone to be that lousy since I have been using it ever since the first day i got a phone.anyhow,this might be the last time i'm getting SE's phone(C).Samsung jet and beat is awesome.Amath was retest was abit CMI but thank God.Ne perform was atw.And due to all the fights we've practice,now I've got a blue black on my hand.chemistry n eng was totally CMI,damn pekchek while doing.bye i am going to watch GI joe now!

2009-08-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

hi i am back to 57kg. fat fat yes yes i know.
i just know that i'll never get back to 50kg any time soon:(
anyways,TG my elbow is totally fine now!
Chem test sux big time.I'm still left w/ eng,physics,amath retest this week.SS,geog,MT next week.
i dont want to fail my compre anymore!! GOD WILL MAKE A WAY.

all hail daddy king.
"God is good all the time"

2009-08-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

finally,i managed to lay my hands on a basketball.
its been really long since i played basketball and i really missed it.
the feeling of the ball,how i pespire whilst playing,its awesome.
but you know,clumsy me injured my right elbow and now,occassionally i feel pain on my elbow but i believe God will heal me:) And still,i want to play basketball with others.

Man,sometimes i really hate school.but i thank God for the fact that i hate it happily.At least,i go to school.At least,i will enjoy half of my time in school.its just the teachers and what we are required to do pisses me off.I h8 mindmaps.

i love churros!

2009-08-01T07:48:00.000-07:00

mon- ting xie
tues- chem test :(
wed- emath test
thurs- compre and physics test
gluttonous me ate yutoumifen and cooked myself a maggie mee which made me feel extremely fat for an hour.what's more is that my brother came to tell me that after hours of playing basketball the day before,he lost 2kgs.also,on tues he had only broccolis for dinner.wow.i really need to shed some weight.btw,i somehow lost a kg that makes me 56kg once again.

i need to have some sleep,its 11.24pm,shall call it a day.

2009-07-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

i flunked my eng physics and esp amath.i lose at least 8mark which means i would definitely fail :(
Thank God I passed my bio,first time.CY failed which means i need to get her lunch,maybe dinner?
Chem spa after school and then rehearsal.
i got chem,physics and maybe ss test next week.now,i even need to squeeze out time to study.
why?poor me.I have to study alot harder though.I want to be smart !
btw,double hui finally came back today(MM) :)

im tired almost EVERYDAY ..lactic acid~ (LLTDM)

2009-07-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

I can't even express myself well,what am i to write over here?

I suck at my studies..i can't seem to do 3/4 of my assignments.
i fail almost every single test. It is God's work that im able to pass overall.
:( I DONT WANT TO SUCK

I dislike myself for everything.
if you'd ask me what,i bet i could list down a 101 reasons why.
i like myself for having my family and God .

2009-07-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

why oh why you keep coming back to me again and again?
:( im still sleepy and tired.
I'm left with bio,amath and vocab test this week.next week,chem.
Told myself not to procrastinate any longer.

FACE IT .

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2009-07-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

my mum just beat the record man.she received a sms around 4+ and only saw it around 6.Its already 9pm and she hasn't send out her reply.She claims that she needs break and think while having it.wow oh wow.time for mei lui chu fong...:)

2009-07-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

'm too lazy to celebrate my birthday just heading out for dinner on Sun.
its been long since i touch my camera.

4 upcoming test next week plus 1 amth test tmrw.
i want to do well for my physics and bio :(

2009-07-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

I am suppose to be in bed now.However,for my brother,i sneaked out of bed.JK,its 10.25pm and yes i am suppose to be in bed.Tomorrow my bro would be having his O level chi oral.do well k bro!xoXo.:)shall go for a run tmrw.

to end of with an edited picha,(yesyes,im not that goodlooking in actual)

I will fix my eyes on you,

and go wherever you want me.

Anyone else but you

2009-07-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

(Edited)
God calm me down.i feel so naseous i guess due to my nervousness.
UGH H8 this feeling.flawless flawless.
concert in 2 hours time!!!! :(

2009-07-08T06:23:00.000-07:00

Physics sux to da max.i have absolutely no idea why i get really tired after the period after recess.My eyes feel extremely tired and my nose bridge aches when i wear my specs for too long.Spa is a killer man!I really bad at pratical stuff,y'know clumsy and all.i should really start running,ever since sch started i didn't exercise much due to laziness.Discipline made me did 300 skips per week and carrying weights.No worries,my weights are very light,1kg and 2.5kg per hand.My aim is to carry the 5kg.but before that,i have to run.maybe on thurs or fri?I guess my stamina deteriorated.well hope not since my stamina is lousy enough:(

i'm still eating alot.In fact i get hungry v.easily during the day and night...well that makes the whole day.OH AND MY WEIGHT VARIES(i wanted to use fluctuate but hah).Today aftr school i went home and pop 4 peanut biscuits,drank barley and took my weight.I appeared to be 1kg lighter,56kg! I know its still heavy but yay! I hope i can drop down to 55kg by this month.And 50kg when im 16.HAHA,nice planning right.Personally i think its abit impossible to go to 50kgcuz it was like my primary5 weight?but oh well.DIET.EXERCISE.uek 3days to concert i have yet to practice like how others do...hope i'll do well enough..

i luv big bananas! :)

2009-07-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th birthday brotha!
You're are the best bro on earth! Pls luv me alot k,cuz i luv you alot!
i am really happy to have you as a bro even tho we used to quarrel and fight but thats how love come about right?:)
From your lil sis~

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Travelled down to terminal 2 to have lunch at fresh bulgoggi,wasn't very nice.Their bap totally sux,however their steak is tempting me to try samgyeopsal more!I had lettuce with meat,so kstyle uh.maybe i should pull my family to eat samgyeopsal w/ me instead?hah,the bill appeared to be $145 - 6cups of drink,2 plates of chicken,beef,Veggies,3bowls of b.bap.I wasn't full enough,wanted to had icecream but too bad,none of them wanted to:( I can't wait for hols to come again! School still sux but i think it will sux lesser if the weather is better.

2009-07-03T05:04:00.001-07:00

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impromptu jiaozi today.some were damn digusting while some were gr8,esp those which i fried.I guess I'm a good cook?:) first time cooking jiaozi,not bad alre.Plus all my fm manage to have 1.yays to no school on monday! i would rlly hope all the bad will turn good and foolish will turn wise.

2009-06-30T07:22:00.001-07:00

Its 10.22pm.
Before I put myself to bed,I would like to wish RachelD,Max and CY a happy birthday.
and i would like to say,for some reasons i have been putting on weight.In just a month i've put on 2kgs,so that makes me 57kg.Whats more is that i am not growing any taller,I just want a 165cm,why is it so hard?:( my bro's birthday is coming in 5 days! I luv you bro! :D

h8 the weather.
OK i feel like sleeping.

Who is like you Lord?

2009-06-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

Here comes my stoicism.
Whats wrong with me these days?
Whatever it is,this day will be the end of it.

I srsly am grateful for what God did to me.What God brought to me,and what has yet to come.I am slowly having more faith in believing him and i trust that i'd be with him,by his side when the day comes.Have faith,be strong and believe! :)

Heyyo fellas' ! Whassup man. I went swimming yesterday morning w/ CY and we went to novena sq to try out K food.We went into the korean restaurant and we managed to try their potato pancakes and it turned out to be one of my fav food now.I can't wait to have samgyeopsal(meat/pork) and try out their steamboat! Not to mention,CY's dish and my saba set was good.Complimentary side dishes were bad!COLD FOODs ARE BAD.I went to cwp after my haircut and got my undies and i rlly h8 it cuz 2 of them are skin colour.i h8 skin colour stuff! but it was for sale and it came in a set.I had to choose btwn pink and skin of course skin! :( nyways,im not suppose to tell u my undies colour.!!
I WATCHED TRANSF 2 alre!!! It was a gr8 show.Its not all about machine talking kk,its funny!I didn't expect some of the part to be funny but it will be a show worth your $6 or even $8.btw,my mom got S.E w508. I must stop procrastinating the whole plan about studying and all.

P/S : i realized i luv writing things to myself
P/S/S : esp things like BE STRONG(JIAYOU) or telling myself about my own history
P/S/S/S : i luv mom,dad,bro and God.

Can you look through someone?

Happy daddy's day.

2009-06-21T23:31:00.000-07:00

Happy Father's day :)

Its 11.31pm and i'm super hungry after talking to Cy about korean food & looking at these pics.

I got a new phone and changed my no. cuz i changed my line to SH.My phone was quite expensive,in my opinion lah,$128 after i trade in my cybershot phone.Hah,my phone has no memory card,too lazy to buy 1 either.Since i still can sms and call out just live w/ it?in any case,who has a 16MB or 32MB memory card?haha.i dont really like high tech phones.i want a baseball jacket! i saw something similar at fcuk but i didn't like the colour.im currently running out of tops and bottoms.Shopping h8s me! I was looking for at least a top/bottom/shoes last week and i can't seem to find anything even after walking for 5hours + .Poor me? I'M A FASHION TERRORIST.

My life will be different~

Possible w/ God

2009-06-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

one more week to school reopens ...
i have yet to revise through all subjects,only geog and bio but just thoroughly.
im gonna spent 3/4 of the week left to study n finished up all the work and 1/4 to go out,well maybe if anyone calls me out or something.
I have yet to finished my chi book ...UGH have to do a book review and newspaper summary + compo + letter writing.shiatz!Who cares,i'm writing almost the same thing anyways.

oh,did i mention about a black pair of nike slippers i bought which costs me $27?thinking that would be comfortable(got brand mah!) and it the colour wouldn't run after asking the salesperson i bought it.I wore it last friday on 12/6 and in less than 30mins time,the front of my feet started to have blisters..so i got a red reeva 9.90$ slippers.
so i got to eat my fav stingray + sotong + satay + sambal kankong at downtown east.
wanted to exercise to burn fats but ended up sleeping.this week i only skate for 45mins + bmt w/CY.Make sure i run tmrw.concert is coming..double sianz.

2009-06-16T21:06:00.000-07:00

my contact list is empty.
chalet last minute cancelled due to overflowing ppl.
sux man,sometimes i rlly h8 how things have to be but then again,
all to God :)

2009-06-15T19:19:00.000-07:00

Some of my favourites artists,
Mark Wahlberg (i mistaken matt damon for him.-.-)

Though i dont watch harry potter i think he looks very different like how he used to when he was young which is good.unlike macaulay culkin.

Channing Tatum

My favourite,from disturbia>transformer>eagle's eye

Park Jaebeom(Seattle born korean?)

Though his not that good looking w/ his abs,i think he sings v.well.

From left to right : Nickhun, Jaebeom,Boom,Taecyeon,Wooyoung

I think boom's really funny.

2009-06-13T11:05:00.000-07:00

My cousin(9) is staying over my house for 2 nights.
i'd be like a battery going so flat ...bringing him out,taking care of him(w/o the GOOD) needs alot of energy,strength and high tolerance level.IMAGINE ALL OF THAT.i'm not kidding.but sometimes he's nice and intelligent,how i wish we could stop the time.

yesterday i went to vivo to walk and then bowling one round + night safari all the way till 12am.
AND now i'm going to play bowling + run around with him like how i did yesterday~

biggest lesson of my life

2009-06-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

9,10-CAMP
11-LM
12-CY EXERCISE
17,18,19-CHALET

I am happy that i did bio today..kinda productive just that i have yet to sort out and remember them really clearly.im sure i can do it.once again,i would like to thank God for my family members.They are really very supportive and always look after me even though we dont stay together(referring to my relatives).Yes,i do love every single one of them:)

2009-06-06T12:12:00.000-07:00

My all time favourite slippers got stolen!!!! :(

I got 3 pair of slippers and the one being stolen was my favourite!Its only RM20 and it looks worn out but very comfy..why the robber dont steal my messy or 7$ slipper??!!

Yes...i managed to put on 1kg.I deserve it man,after all the crap i ate at ecp's food village and charsiew+doughnuts+dried mangoes+bakwa.I deserve it! I'm gonna try shed 1kg later,while exercising.Food village bbq sotong was da best! amazing...so was the sugarcane drank 3 cups?:) stingray wasn't that nice and the mutton satay.I dont really fancy mutton satay but this one is really good.Thumbs up for food village:)
FATS PLEASE GO AWAYY!!!

2009-06-05T10:51:00.000-07:00

Its 10.51am now.i am suppose to go back to school later for physics spa but im currently v.sleepy and tired.Went to school for SS lesson + IC and came back with hotcakes:)

i better go sleep now,before the clock strikes 1pm!

Discovery channel

2009-06-04T05:13:00.000-07:00

study sleep eat exercise study
i haven't got a chance to have much fun yet(soon soon)
june break will be study study all the way i guess.i seem to forget every single little thing i've studied for mid year.its really bad..im not really good at memorising things.
i want to...

eat
sing k
have fun
lose weight
play all night
work for a day that pays $4-5/h

I know I've said this many times but i would really love to travel overseas.i reckon it will be best to go Korea,HK,Taiwan for shopping,wouldn't things be cheaper?If only i could travel alone,i would :)

someone is going NS soon...

2009-06-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

The next chapter of my life :)