i flunked my eng physics and esp amath.i lose at least 8mark which means i would definitely fail :(
Thank God I passed my bio,first time.CY failed which means i need to get her lunch,maybe dinner?
Chem spa after school and then rehearsal.
i got chem,physics and maybe ss test next week.now,i even need to squeeze out time to study.
why?poor me.I have to study alot harder though.I want to be smart !
btw,double hui finally came back today(MM) :)

im tired almost EVERYDAY ..lactic acid~ (LLTDM)

I can't even express myself well,what am i to write over here?

I suck at my studies..i can't seem to do 3/4 of my assignments.
i fail almost every single test. It is God's work that im able to pass overall.
:( I DONT WANT TO SUCK

I dislike myself for everything.
if you'd ask me what,i bet i could list down a 101 reasons why.
i like myself for having my family and God .

why oh why you keep coming back to me again and again?
:( im still sleepy and tired.
I'm left with bio,amath and vocab test this week.next week,chem.
Told myself not to procrastinate any longer.

FACE IT .

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my mum just beat the record man.she received a sms around 4+ and only saw it around 6.Its already 9pm and she hasn't send out her reply.She claims that she needs break and think while having it.wow oh wow.time for mei lui chu fong...:)

'm too lazy to celebrate my birthday just heading out for dinner on Sun.
its been long since i touch my camera.

4 upcoming test next week plus 1 amth test tmrw.
i want to do well for my physics and bio :(

I am suppose to be in bed now.However,for my brother,i sneaked out of bed.JK,its 10.25pm and yes i am suppose to be in bed.Tomorrow my bro would be having his O level chi oral.do well k bro!xoXo.:)shall go for a run tmrw.

to end of with an edited picha,(yesyes,im not that goodlooking in actual)

I will fix my eyes on you,

and go wherever you want me.

Anyone else but you

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God calm me down.i feel so naseous i guess due to my nervousness.
UGH H8 this feeling.flawless flawless.
concert in 2 hours time!!!! :(

Physics sux to da max.i have absolutely no idea why i get really tired after the period after recess.My eyes feel extremely tired and my nose bridge aches when i wear my specs for too long.Spa is a killer man!I really bad at pratical stuff,y'know clumsy and all.i should really start running,ever since sch started i didn't exercise much due to laziness.Discipline made me did 300 skips per week and carrying weights.No worries,my weights are very light,1kg and 2.5kg per hand.My aim is to carry the 5kg.but before that,i have to run.maybe on thurs or fri?I guess my stamina deteriorated.well hope not since my stamina is lousy enough:(

i'm still eating alot.In fact i get hungry v.easily during the day and night...well that makes the whole day.OH AND MY WEIGHT VARIES(i wanted to use fluctuate but hah).Today aftr school i went home and pop 4 peanut biscuits,drank barley and took my weight.I appeared to be 1kg lighter,56kg! I know its still heavy but yay! I hope i can drop down to 55kg by this month.And 50kg when im 16.HAHA,nice planning right.Personally i think its abit impossible to go to 50kgcuz it was like my primary5 weight?but oh well.DIET.EXERCISE.uek 3days to concert i have yet to practice like how others do...hope i'll do well enough..


i luv big bananas! :)

Happy 17th birthday brotha!
You're are the best bro on earth! Pls luv me alot k,cuz i luv you alot!
i am really happy to have you as a bro even tho we used to quarrel and fight but thats how love come about right?:)
From your lil sis~

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Travelled down to terminal 2 to have lunch at fresh bulgoggi,wasn't very nice.Their bap totally sux,however their steak is tempting me to try samgyeopsal more!I had lettuce with meat,so kstyle uh.maybe i should pull my family to eat samgyeopsal w/ me instead?hah,the bill appeared to be $145 - 6cups of drink,2 plates of chicken,beef,Veggies,3bowls of b.bap.I wasn't full enough,wanted to had icecream but too bad,none of them wanted to:( I can't wait for hols to come again! School still sux but i think it will sux lesser if the weather is better.

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impromptu jiaozi today.some were damn digusting while some were gr8,esp those which i fried.I guess I'm a good cook?:) first time cooking jiaozi,not bad alre.Plus all my fm manage to have 1.yays to no school on monday! i would rlly hope all the bad will turn good and foolish will turn wise.